Hanging on a wall of stars
Are you what I think you are?
I really truly wish I had more time.
It's April and May will be here any minute. Which means that my first year of college with shortly be over and I will be moving to Wyoming. Which means I will moving away from Chadron for the summer, and away from one person I feel absolutely long to be with.
He's the kindest good looking guy I've ever met who also has the most wonderful personality and humor. I don't think he is looking for anything serious. 99 percent sure he's not into dating. But when he's high or drunk he likes my ass. And only mine.
Does that mean he likes me or does that mean he's simply lonely? Am I the same way?
All I know ist that when I'm around him I just want him to notice me and notice me only. All I know is that I want him. And just him.
All I know is time keeps passing and nothing keeps happening.
A sign that we can't be together? Or that I'm missing my shot?
I don't want to make the first move. But even more than that, I don't want to miss my chance- if I have one.
I have to ask him. Somehow. Someway. Just to know.
Just to know.
Personal Note:
Foam party coming up. Maybe it'll be fun? Mac quit facebook so that she could live in 'real life' for a while. I miss her virtual self. I want to send her message about my new crush and ask for advice because texting sucks. Oh what a strange life we live now-a-days.
800 dollar refund check! Oh, what to spend it on? Because saving means I'll spend it on next year's college books and that's no fun! California? Like hell if I go by myself. Something...
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