Summer Entry

Don't second guess your feeling you were right from the start

And I notice she's your lover but she's nowhere near your heart

This city is for strangers like the sky is for the stars

But I think it's very dangerous if we do not take what's ours.

It's been raining all day.

I felt cursed because I had to walk through it all today for classes, but in reality I'm so excited that IT'S NOT SNOWING.

Each year I look forward to summer for so many reasons. In fact, most years I make a list. Usually my summer expectations fall short, but last summer was the absolute best summer I've ever had. I made tons of new friends, did a lot of unexpected things, tried new events, and even recorded most of it in a small journal.

Here is an entry from Wednesday June 30th 2010:

Camp-Out at cambridge lake - Kelsea tells me not to drink.

Troy is with someone else!

Pass out in a car while everyone else dances

Meet Kansas girls and McConville girls

Kelsea tells me to drive her and Nichole behind Jasmine's boyfriend's truck.

Road is so dusty I can't see anything, meanwhile Kelsea gets sick and scream at me aoub the window being down and the oil light coming on. I'm angry.

Get to the boyfriend's house to pass out... Kelsea throws up.

Absolutly no water in the house, not even coming out the facet. Kelsea is furious with sticky mouth.

Go home promptly the next morning to work.

Ok so that one sounds like it was awful, but in reality was pretty fun and we had some great memories from that night. By drawing at outline at the larger details I can remember the smaller ones. I think that journaling the summer was a great idea. I'm hooked at reading my entries now. Little events I already forgot, just now remembering.

It's something I'll have to do again this year. Espeically since I'm hoping it's gonna be better than last year.

But it'll be hard to beat.

Personal Note:

The end of the semester is going by so rapidly fast I cannot keep up! So many large tests and exams to prepare for! I'm already having stressful dreams about school. (Last night I dreamed I failed a P.E class this semester because I didn't know I was enrolled and never made it to any of the classes. I woke up and for a full minuet thought it was real. Scary! I don't want to fail a class!